It’s perfectly understandable that it’s difficult to talk to your gremlin when you feel like you don’t have a firm grasp on what you want. In that case, you’re right! It would be easy for anyone’s gremlin to talk them into or out of things. What’s that old phrase? “When you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything?”
My recommendation would be for you to work through the Week 2 content, then revisit this issue. Week 2 is all about getting a firm grasp on your core values–aka, what you want, on a deep level. I think that might help you have more of a leg to stand on when it comes to holding firm with your gremlin and not allowing it to sway you!
Just know that this is perfectly normal, and that you WILL get better at being able to listen to your gremlin without buying in to what it’s saying or going along with everything it suggests!