I was just informed that yet again, I did not get the position. I’m not as disappointed this time but I did ask to not have a feedback loop. That would include my manager and I really don’t need to arm her with more ammo to shoot me down with.
I was contacted to schedule another phone interview with a company that contacted me ages ago.
My confidence has been taking a lot of hits lately. Trying to get a job that gets me just 10k more a year has felt impossible. I keep getting bad contract offers or lower salary offers to jobs I apply to. Not finding a lot of 9 or 10s lately. BLEH.
Luckily, I have therapy this week so I can get a boost from my therapist. I’m also making progress with my videos slowly but surely.
Thanks so much for continuing to let me rant here. I think it’s almost been a year since I did the course!